ok hey people

well my photobucket is mesed up..

ALL the photos are messed up..

and im not going to go through all the photos...

made it easier for myself.

im making a new xanga.

www.xanga.com/tickleme_perfect

gonna change alot of things....

but hope ya lyk it :)!!!

this one is too crowded anyways.

subscibe and comment on the other one!!.

-pmc-

very bored. Neways, hasnt been much of anything. I LOVE HIM.. again :P!!!.. guess yet ellie??? :P haha. loser! nahhh.

Pam:... THNx for coming to my site often.. your awsome ;). goddes of  rock.

do you remember …

when you were a little kid

and you wanted a toy real bad,

but no matter what you tried to do,

you couldn't seem to get your hands on it?

well .. that's exactly how i feel about you.

there's only so much heart in
a girl that you can break, before
she walks away for good.

-pmc-

LOSERS!!

I

STILL

LOVE

HIM.

<33

-pmc-

I

CANT

STOP!!

YO!,

wassup peeps??

neways, went out today!!! Ugh, didnt want to.

went to go see

++ Helen

++liran

++ Ian

++inbar

=)

And thats about it.

We did some walking around .. WATCHED THE OMENN!!!! AWSOME ASS MOVIE!!.. scary, but awsome!, then we dropped liran off at mc donalds, because he had to go home for his religion thingie ma thing. After that we went to go take PHOTOSS!!!! YEA MAN!! haha... fun, fun, fun!! TOKE FOOOORREEVERRR before we could pick our photos... then helen and inbar had to go... so i stayed with ian  untillll umm 8, i think LOADS FUN!! talk, talk, tlak!! hah. We are both sooooo talkative. Haha. 

Caitlin: miss ya, bitch!

Christina: luv ya. ma ha kung mai jaaaa?????????????????????????????????????? YOUUUUUU HAHA FILM LORR MAKKKKKKKKKKK . I love him, i love him, i love him. =)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have to see him again, na???????? he is the one! LOL!!!...

oskar: MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!! your so far away :( finland =(... so u gonna tell me who it is???? blabhernessssss... LUV YA, not! haha.

Ian: HAVE A GREAT TIME IN SINGAPOREEEEEE!!!!!!! LUV YA!!! MY TALKATIVE FRIEND :)!

thats all.... --- ill add more ppl later, i promise!

btw... this isnt my computer so cant scan or put up photos.. :(!!! only old photos.. SO WATS THE USE?? ... my ocomputer will be done in a few days.. no worries!!!! hhaa.

visit. www.xanga.com/bonniemega <bona and my xanga <3<3.

visit www.xanga.com/dead_nd_alive << lliran and my xanga <33.

when you kissed me, i considered it as my first kiss.
because afterwards, all of the other kisses were
____ f o r g o t t e n<3

and it's just like me to overanalyze your every word.
.. thinking that maybe for a second, it meant something.


Arms are for hugging
Boys are for kissing
Sluts are for dissing
And best friends are for
when the boy is kissing
the slut and all you really
need is that hug. 


i wish my mom woulda told me
the samething about people as
she said about scary movies...
[[ *--||-->>they're allfake.

I'm not a littlegirlanymore.
I've learned who to trust& who to ignore
some girls don't know a thing and
a suit case full of drama is about all they bring.

&&When I'm withyou the only
place I really wanna be is closer.

13 SIGNS YOUR FALLING IN LOVE
13. You can't stay mad at him for more than a minute or two. You actually have to try HARD to stay mad.
12. You'll read his IM's over and over again.
11. You'll walk really, really slow while you're with him.
10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him.
9. While thinking bout him, your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his voice, you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him, you can't see the other people around you. You can only see that person.
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell.
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself, when you think about him.
2. You'll do anything for him.
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.

 
don't you hate the feeling when
your throat hurts from all the tears
you're holding back && you can't
control the words coming out of
your mouth because there are just
too many things you haven't said?

you know you had a great time
when you cant tell your mom what you did

 You love me. You love me not. You love me. You love me not. You love me, but deep down inside, you love her more.

^^ i wrote it for bona :)... LUV YA!

-pmc-

i wonder what i would do if you asked me out
sometimes i picture myself turning you down
but other times i think that i'd say yes without question
and then there's the times when i know i don't have
a chance so why even bother imagining?
but i still do
 

I don't want to be that girl
that stares at you while you're not looking...
I don't want to be that girl that gets jealous
if you talk to anyone else...
I don't want to be that girl that cries every night
because she wants something she can't have.
but I am, so I guess that I have to live with it.

&&. those are two quotes that remind me of you...

i just want you to know that , i still love you.

It hurts, i dont want to.

i just cant let go.....

NOTE TO MYSELF: june 25th .. i either tell him i love him, or kill myself from stopping the words that want to come out so much. I love you, i love you, i love you, and it seems like i always will. The past is one thing, but now its too late. I know you wouldnt lyk anyone lyk me. :(  I guess this really is goodbye. June 25th is the day my world dies.

hey my craaazzyy loves,

Today was soooo

FUN.

and all this is becoz...

^^^ bona^^^



^^ inbar, cait, boner.... all on the couch ^^


^^ fireworks^^... this is just one photo... the others were colorful =)!!


QUOTES

sometimes the feelings you start to have

are the feelings you never stopped having

 

hopeless romantics are only hopeless

in the eyes

of those who dont believe in romance

 

most people 

 

don't know

 

who they are

 

yet.

that's why they lie.

 

they're afraid

 

someoneelse

 

will figure

 

it out before they do.

you said you loved me with all of your

 hearti guess

i didn't know that your heart was that

small <33

"i know it seems like a

million years ago we dated,

but it wasn't.

 
maybe you're over it,

maybe it doesn't mean

anything to you anymore,

maybe it never did.

 
but it meant a lot to me.

you meant a lot to me.

&& you still do."

- THE O.C


^^ that quote means alot to me =)~!

the greatest challenge in life

is to find someone who knows

all your flaws, differences &

bad assets,  & still love everything about

you

iim not a liittle giirl anymore
i`ve learned who to trust . . .
`and who to iignore *

what`s weird is that day by day nothing seems to [ change ], but before you know it, everything is [ different ]

sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past;
stop planning the future; stop trying to figure out
precisely how we feel; stop deciding with our
mind what we want our heart to feel; &&
sometimes we just have to go with
" whatever happens.. h a p p e n s ."  

There's always gonna be that one  thing you 
wish for but never get  & that one mistake
that you can never take back & most of all 
that one memory you would do anything for,
just to have it happen all over again.

you could say we were a
big mistake. but it was a
mistake worth making &
worth repeating

-PMC-

 

 

THIS ENTRY WAS

 

dedicated to bona!!

 

 

 

 

 



OVERPROTECTED.